Yes, goodbyes are sad.. But I've come to understand that goodbyes are a bitter sweet thing. We say goodbye to those close to our hearts, those who we've shared amazing memories with, those who's lives we've impacted, and those we call friends and family. Goodbyes happens between people who love and care about each other, yeah? That's probably the reason why goodbyes are so so so horrifically tough to do. It's heartbreaking, yet it brings a smile to your face because you know they do care.
This has helped me understand and reflect on myself a little. How much I, as an individual, can alter and influence other's life. See, I've only met this person 3 days ago and she's someone I would call a friend, cause saying goodbye was bittersweet.
ME: "Doin' what a girl's got to do"
FRIEND: "Apparently this girl's gotta go to South Korea! What is THAT. Shoot. Haha... you best have the time of your life, Paxia! Otherwise the pain and separation anxiety that the rest of us have to endure will be for nothing."
(She's a sweet girl right? ^^)
Say I'm a sappy person for maybe going over board on this goodbye stuff, but just imagine going from having so many caring people around you to just only you.... all by yourself... Scary thought right?? Eh- Guess I need a little growing up to do ^^ This trip will definitely help... hopefully.. haha
P.S. 2 more days world, don't know if I can handle anymore goodbyes.
Hearts, Hugs, and LOLs
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