Apple is always good for you.

"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinion drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." ~Steve Jobs

A blog in remembrance of a great, intelligent man that has changed the way we view technology, Steve Jobs. 

Jobs always talk about success and listening to one's inner voice. And never giving up, always clear and distinguish the right from wrong. He made me think about my own accomplishment, and the "dots" that i'm still going to connect ahead of me. An inspiring man to say the least. Reading, and hearing about him makes me want to push myself further than I know I can go. To wise up, speak up, and critically think about the situations in life I face. The steps that I take next to reach my goals and success is only going to happen if I choose to take them myself. And maybe sitting here blogging about this is not the way to do that.

Life Lesson #11: Take life seriously. It's business time.

Hearts, Hugs, & LOLs

"The Wilderness Downtown"

I drew this awhile back on a computer in 2010. Fascinating isn't it?

~Decision making is important in every phase of life whether it is related to professional or personal decisions. The way in which one approaches decision making will affect the quality of one's decisions.~

As I start my senior year of college, I begin to think about the end. What's next? What will I do? How will I do it? How will I achieve it? Decision making is tough. Especially when you are given unlimited choices to live your life. As others begin to strive for their dreams, I'm left behind still dreaming about my dreams. A bad habit of mine.

I want to live in the city. Where there are things to do; entertainment right around the corner. I don't ask for a life filled with gold and all those sorts. A mediocre life that I can look at and be proud would do. Live comfortably that is. To be able to buy things I want and need with no worries, to pay off the bills with no worries, to live life with no worries.

It's time to stop dreaming about this wilderness downtown. I'm waking up. Time to make some tough decisions, good decisions. Here comes the rest of my life.

Life Lesson #10: Reality check sucks

P.S. Hearts, Hugs, & LOLs

What is it, and why study it?

I have no clue OR idea why I'm blogging at 12 in the A.M. Especially when school and work is in less then 8hrs... Maybe because I don't want to do this reading for my class (Should I sleep instead?)....The chapter is about "it" and why study "it". 

Well, made it through the first day of back to college life, after coming back from S.K. What can I say about it??.. super duper exhausting and for some odd reason it feels different... empty?? no no, that's not the word. The social environment is different... maybe I got used to the korean way of meeting new people..(drinking games at the bar keke ^^ jk) I should blog about something more interesting than Paxia's thoughts haha. Maybe about love? Nay or Yay?..no... Since the school year has begun, let's talk about sleep. Sleep is very very very very important. BUT, sleep vs eating. Which one is more important?? I have yet to find out the answer. Will let you know when I find out. I must now contribute the rest of my night to sleep. Maybe I shouldn't publish this post.. O.o

Life Lesson #9: free = keyword

P.S. hearts, hugs & LOLs

2 Months Gone By

Well, I believe I haven't blogged since.. FORever. I believe i've even forgotten that this existed. Not that I didn't have the time to, or didn't want to. Well, maybe it was both haha. I never blogged while I was in South Korea. I was busy then. Busy running around, meeting new people, exploring what I'm capable of doing and figuring out the part of me that I didn't want. It's too bad I didn't blog then cause there would of been sooooooo much to write about. And I regret it a little now that I think about it. Don't really remember all the incredible things that I did. Maybe we'll have to go down memory lane one of these days. BUT this blog isn't really about what happened in Korea. -That'll be saved for another time-

Just taking some time to stop and review life in "slow motion" ~ like Dave Chappelle said, life is always better seen in slow motion. So.. so far I think I'm adjusting okay with life back in the States. Though sometime I feel like I'm trying to squeeze back into my old life (which was amazingly exciting with a lot of cheerful memories). Like trying to time travel back to the past. ~And we all know it's not possible~ hmm actually, on second thought...nvm~ And I feel like there's a piece of me that I left in Korea. A piece that no one here knows about - like a dark deep secret of some sort. Of course they wouldn't know how I feel cause they didn't share it with me. Maybe I've changed. Others might not see it but I can feel it. Funny how that works.

To say the least, I miss South Korea. A place where no one knows my past. ~ Not that my past is bad or anything lol~ But I like the feeling of starting out new, meeting new exciting people who think differently and have a totally different background. I find them interesting ^^ And here in the states, it is very diverse, yet there are a lot of culture clashes; especially with everyone wanting to be "White" and act "White". So there's really no, pure cultures here. (Don't know if i'm using the right terms here..:/) I just hope things get more....exciting? Besides, school will be starting in less than 3 days. yay......

Life Lesson # _ ( I don't even know anymore LOL) : Always keep records of your past. Memory lane also comprise of happiness.

~Hearts, Hugs, & LOLs <3

Marking my slate

WOW.. Haven't blog for awhile, but here's a quote ^^


"You start out life with a clean slate. Then you begin to make your mark. You face decisions, make choices. You keep moving forward. But sooner or later there comes a time where you look back over where you have been... and wonder who you really are. " - The Wonder Years 


....who am I.....? I doubt anyone can truly know themself..... <3

I Heart Thailand

As the clock tick, I remember that I only have 4 hours till my flight departs to S. Korea... AHHH!!! Goodbyes again... I came to Thailand thinking that i'll be leaving without feeling anything because i wasn't going to have a good time. Truth is, I had an AMAZING time! MANG... I thought I was going to have one more day so I can visit the palace. It was a hard decision for me to actually come to Thailand by myself. Something that I thought i'll never do. And i'm glad I did it. Thailand and Laos has taught me numerous lessons in life; good ones and bad ones. Ne was a great tour guide, though she was good at pulling my leg. I'll really miss her. She's like a big sister to me. I don't know when I'll see her again. But there's the internet right?? Oh gosh, the clock is ticking I have to pick up my junk! Get ready South Korea!! Here I come!! Later Gator! <3

P.S. Life Lesson #7: Explore the unknowns.

Happy Post

Sorry I haven't blog for a long while. I was in the wonderland of Laos where internet is still slow on development. I'm back in Thailand now. Staying at a hotel in room #1, on the very top level of the building that is over looking the bus station. Anywho, there's so much that I want to blog about but that will take days to type and I really don't have the time to. And it's 3 in the morning here so i'm kind of tired... Therefore, I'll let some of my pictures do the talking for this blog.

This is what happened during the first few days I landed in laos. Traditional hmong string tying ceremony that my dad's brother's son did for me while I was visiting. I had no clue I had relatives in Laos... It's nice when people know who you are. I met so many people I can't remember their names. The village was like a camp ground, maybe worse. What do I mean when I say camp ground? Eh, see for yourself.

I also spent a few nights at my brother's wife's older sister's house. Her house was.. dazzling. It was HUGE. They have a small frig with nothing but CHOCOLATE! Yes, I basically slept next to it. Went site seeing and did some tourist stuff. SHOPPING is always on my list of things to do.

I also changed my hair... well it got longer too.

WOW. I really didn't even cover anything. BUT I'm in a radiant mood ^^. Just finished chatting and video/voice calling some friends. It's nice to hear something familiar in a world full of unknowns. Well a few close friends told me my blog is depressing. I'm aware of that LOL. It's just I post late at night, and it's at the end of the day where my character is not at it's happiest point. So I'm hoping this is a "happy post" hit. I am still in search of some more tunes for my LABpod at the moment. That's all folks, my eyelids won't hold any longer. oh yes~Happy Valentines Day!

P.S. Life Lesson #6: Never try to bargain in English. Especially when you're in a country that speaks zero English.
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