"The Wilderness Downtown"

I drew this awhile back on a computer in 2010. Fascinating isn't it?

~Decision making is important in every phase of life whether it is related to professional or personal decisions. The way in which one approaches decision making will affect the quality of one's decisions.~

As I start my senior year of college, I begin to think about the end. What's next? What will I do? How will I do it? How will I achieve it? Decision making is tough. Especially when you are given unlimited choices to live your life. As others begin to strive for their dreams, I'm left behind still dreaming about my dreams. A bad habit of mine.

I want to live in the city. Where there are things to do; entertainment right around the corner. I don't ask for a life filled with gold and all those sorts. A mediocre life that I can look at and be proud would do. Live comfortably that is. To be able to buy things I want and need with no worries, to pay off the bills with no worries, to live life with no worries.

It's time to stop dreaming about this wilderness downtown. I'm waking up. Time to make some tough decisions, good decisions. Here comes the rest of my life.

Life Lesson #10: Reality check sucks

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What is it, and why study it?

I have no clue OR idea why I'm blogging at 12 in the A.M. Especially when school and work is in less then 8hrs... Maybe because I don't want to do this reading for my class (Should I sleep instead?)....The chapter is about "it" and why study "it". 

Well, made it through the first day of back to college life, after coming back from S.K. What can I say about it??.. super duper exhausting and for some odd reason it feels different... empty?? no no, that's not the word. The social environment is different... maybe I got used to the korean way of meeting new people..(drinking games at the bar keke ^^ jk) I should blog about something more interesting than Paxia's thoughts haha. Maybe about love? Nay or Yay?..no... Since the school year has begun, let's talk about sleep. Sleep is very very very very important. BUT, sleep vs eating. Which one is more important?? I have yet to find out the answer. Will let you know when I find out. I must now contribute the rest of my night to sleep. Maybe I shouldn't publish this post.. O.o

Life Lesson #9: free = keyword

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2 Months Gone By

Well, I believe I haven't blogged since.. FORever. I believe i've even forgotten that this existed. Not that I didn't have the time to, or didn't want to. Well, maybe it was both haha. I never blogged while I was in South Korea. I was busy then. Busy running around, meeting new people, exploring what I'm capable of doing and figuring out the part of me that I didn't want. It's too bad I didn't blog then cause there would of been sooooooo much to write about. And I regret it a little now that I think about it. Don't really remember all the incredible things that I did. Maybe we'll have to go down memory lane one of these days. BUT this blog isn't really about what happened in Korea. -That'll be saved for another time-

Just taking some time to stop and review life in "slow motion" ~ like Dave Chappelle said, life is always better seen in slow motion. So.. so far I think I'm adjusting okay with life back in the States. Though sometime I feel like I'm trying to squeeze back into my old life (which was amazingly exciting with a lot of cheerful memories). Like trying to time travel back to the past. ~And we all know it's not possible~ hmm actually, on second thought...nvm~ And I feel like there's a piece of me that I left in Korea. A piece that no one here knows about - like a dark deep secret of some sort. Of course they wouldn't know how I feel cause they didn't share it with me. Maybe I've changed. Others might not see it but I can feel it. Funny how that works.

To say the least, I miss South Korea. A place where no one knows my past. ~ Not that my past is bad or anything lol~ But I like the feeling of starting out new, meeting new exciting people who think differently and have a totally different background. I find them interesting ^^ And here in the states, it is very diverse, yet there are a lot of culture clashes; especially with everyone wanting to be "White" and act "White". So there's really no, pure cultures here. (Don't know if i'm using the right terms here..:/) I just hope things get more....exciting? Besides, school will be starting in less than 3 days. yay......

Life Lesson # _ ( I don't even know anymore LOL) : Always keep records of your past. Memory lane also comprise of happiness.

~Hearts, Hugs, & LOLs <3