The Lies Wears Off

Hmmm… What to say? First day of February?? Today was exhausting. I’m beat. Really didn’t do anything much. Yet, I’m not going to write much. I spent another day at the hospital, and tomorrow will be a repeat of it. I swear, this kid is sick and her mother needs to take better care of her. I found out she never saw her father, and doesn’t even call her mother “mom”. I don’t think that’s healthy. But whatever, they’re okay with it so I have no place to say anything. I’ll leave it at that.

I spent most of my day waiting at the hospital and being mistaken that I’m Thai. Then we went SHOPPING. And let me tell ya. It was pretty intense shopping. A shirt for $3? HELL YEAH! But looking back at it now… that’s 3 meals for every shirt.. UGGGH!!! It’s okay. The only thing is I shopped till I didn’t have any more fingers to hold my bags. To be honest, I was at the shopping market from set up to take down. I didn’t leave till I was forced to. It was that bad. Can’t say I’m happy or not. But I sort of exploded. All my emotions from the previous week went straight into money spending. It was like a remedy for me, like a drug. However, now that I lay here typing, I feel as if the drug has worn off. I’m feeling the after affects of it all. During that period of time I kept telling myself everything is great! It’s awesome! Truth is, all lies wears off. I would go more into depth about this but I really don’t feel like it now. I can’t return these CLOTHES! There’s no receipt. –SIGH-

P.S. Life Lesson #3: Always carry tissue or napkins!

~Hearts, Hugs, & LOLs <3